Fear not, Dear Amanda.

it's not you Amanda. it's me. i have had not much to say to you. it's not worth it to digup the past. but everytime i make a move it leads us being further apart. your effort has not been going unnoticed but is unknown as what i can do to bring us closer togeather. other than saying keep trying. just to know that your there is all i need at this time.

Just Friends

Amanda and i have reestablished communication but she does not talk to me as much as we did before, the time before, i said we where more then friends on facebook. it was apparent that i was moving too fast and because of that our relationship soured.

but like sour candy it is still desirable. just not in the abundance it once had. but at the least it is still there.

it is just that i do not know how to proceed.  my situation is still volatile and making the wrong move could end the relationship once again.

so i am going to act like a friend and nothing else towards her for now. since i know that is just what she wants from me now.

good friends. till the end. whenever that is. hopefully never.