...but from my own stupidity.
as 3 days ago i broke a bone in my "good" leg.
breaking a bone is alot easier then having a muscle removed but still hurts. none the less.
i am not going to say how i broke it but i will say it has made my life allot harder to do the simple things.
Saturday, June 20, 2015
Thursday, June 11, 2015
Lies will Haunt you but the truth is Stranger then Fiction
i know that if you try to deceive someone they will follow you like a lemming off the cliff that you have tried so hard to explain that they have not been heading towards.
for 10 years i loved someone and have lead someone else off a previous cliff mainly because that cliff was easier to jump off of instead of falling off of once the foundation eroded from it.
this morning God Told me to come clean about something that has been bugging me for awhile.
Amanda is going to witness my death.
but it is a death by a nephilim.
and it is only if i save her's, (Amanda,) first.
by telling her, Amanda, to come to me.
since i am incapable of comming to her in my current living situation.
all i can say is if i die it will be before she does but only if she heeds my warning first.
and moves away from the ocean,
unless of course we are both Raptured out of here before the devil gets a chance to.
if my prayers are heeded i will die a painless death or be raptured out of here.
but i also know about the apostasy filter that is being applied to my life and is filtering out my life and if testing my faith is enough to matter to others.
i know i will never be able to shake the dream i had where i was killed by a nephilim all because i told him that he was a demon that came from the pits of hell and was not a "alien from another planet" like everyone else was tricked into thinking.
but hey, your favorite hockey team will win the cup this year so go back to sleep and all will be o.k.
for 10 years i loved someone and have lead someone else off a previous cliff mainly because that cliff was easier to jump off of instead of falling off of once the foundation eroded from it.
this morning God Told me to come clean about something that has been bugging me for awhile.
Amanda is going to witness my death.
but it is a death by a nephilim.
and it is only if i save her's, (Amanda,) first.
by telling her, Amanda, to come to me.
since i am incapable of comming to her in my current living situation.
all i can say is if i die it will be before she does but only if she heeds my warning first.
and moves away from the ocean,
unless of course we are both Raptured out of here before the devil gets a chance to.
if my prayers are heeded i will die a painless death or be raptured out of here.
but i also know about the apostasy filter that is being applied to my life and is filtering out my life and if testing my faith is enough to matter to others.
i know i will never be able to shake the dream i had where i was killed by a nephilim all because i told him that he was a demon that came from the pits of hell and was not a "alien from another planet" like everyone else was tricked into thinking.
but hey, your favorite hockey team will win the cup this year so go back to sleep and all will be o.k.