it's coming close to Amanda's birthday and i was thinking i should do something to commemorate the day.but what? the best i can think of is wishing her a happy day. but i feel i could do more. its been awhile since we last talked and i know it is hard to talk to those i love. regardless if we are on good terms or not.
Amanda has been there through the thick of thin things and i am grateful for that.
she may realize it or not but i have not forgotten about her. it's just that our relationship i do not want to spoil. by saying something wrong. so i say nothing at all.
but even saying nothing can spoil a relationship.
so i will say "I love you Amanda" and "happy birthday." when the time comes.
