yes i know, it's been awhile since i last made a blog entry. it's been awhile since i did anything. my life has been at a standstill. i have not really done much of anything. i have not entirely been active doing anything. once a week i get out of the house and i do pretty much nothing otherwise.
but next year that will change, starting next year i will be getting my life on a new track a new plan a new life. i guess you can say this is my midlife crisis. but since i have done every thing i wanted to do in my life except one thing i have no real direction in my life. other than the one thing i have done every thing i want to do with my life.
ok maybe two things. but the other thing no longer matters. since i kinda skipped a step to achieve a goal in my life. the other thing i just thought of was getting my schooling. but since i had the job i wanted that i would get from schooling it is no longer important to me.