Thursday, September 19, 2013
outta focus
it appears that because i have been focused on one girl for so long that i cannot refocus my lenses. i am having trouble seeing who out there, if any one, is out there for me. amanda has not been there for me like i thought she would. i also have not had any girls eger to knock down my door seeking me out other than spam emails from generic girls who nither walk or breathe. i am not that desprete yet since being so is a turn off to them. but i am starting to get worried. that i may never find her.
Sunday, September 8, 2013
Unprofessional to the end? no.
Can it be that we all where a little unprofessional. but in the end i know that all that hinder me from doing the things that are right will be no longer in my life amd because of this i am glad.
Friday, September 6, 2013
wow i finaly have somthing to talk about?
the reason i have not been posting lately is because i have had no beef about anyone. the girl who i talk about in my old blog has stayed away from me ever since i found out that she married another man. i was off by a year as to guessing how long that would happen in. but that is not the reason i started writeing this entry.
i had a scuff with a person at work. it was because someone else at work who no longer works under my boss but works under the person who i had the scuff with because of a scuff he had with my boss i was talking to the other manager who he works under instead. with my boss. i know that if this does not get resolved i will be giving names of the person who i had the scuff with and the name of the person who had a beef about me and my boss. because he gave a customer an ear full yesterday. and that coustemer gave my boss the entire conversation, so because of this we asked that this person be fired. or not working in the same place as my boss and i.
that request went well... not!. i was told that i was describeing my self when i told him that this person likes to vent and "gossip" about others just because he is not in control.
i may be like this in a way. but at least i don't tell the world what happens at C4K to any person i can. or at least untill today.
if you are given a label you either give that label that fullfillment or you prove the label wrong. today i am doing one by showing that i have not done the other untill today. and it is people like the person i had the scuff with that kill the words "free speech" because he claims that the person who my boss and i had a talk about had the right to "vent" to someone outside of the business. on his own time. so that is what i am doing now. i have held back the names because i have an upcomming apoligy from the person who i had the scuff with. so that is why i am not as mad as i was when i left work.
i had a scuff with a person at work. it was because someone else at work who no longer works under my boss but works under the person who i had the scuff with because of a scuff he had with my boss i was talking to the other manager who he works under instead. with my boss. i know that if this does not get resolved i will be giving names of the person who i had the scuff with and the name of the person who had a beef about me and my boss. because he gave a customer an ear full yesterday. and that coustemer gave my boss the entire conversation, so because of this we asked that this person be fired. or not working in the same place as my boss and i.
that request went well... not!. i was told that i was describeing my self when i told him that this person likes to vent and "gossip" about others just because he is not in control.
i may be like this in a way. but at least i don't tell the world what happens at C4K to any person i can. or at least untill today.
if you are given a label you either give that label that fullfillment or you prove the label wrong. today i am doing one by showing that i have not done the other untill today. and it is people like the person i had the scuff with that kill the words "free speech" because he claims that the person who my boss and i had a talk about had the right to "vent" to someone outside of the business. on his own time. so that is what i am doing now. i have held back the names because i have an upcomming apoligy from the person who i had the scuff with. so that is why i am not as mad as i was when i left work.