without trying to get a closer bond, i feel i will ruin a just recently reestablished relationship.
i have to time my steps carefully.
i will bring this matter before the throne of God but if i bring this matter too her knowledge before she is ready to accept it i know that i will lose all i have tried to gain.
but to ask her to wait another 7 years is both unfair and foolish on my part.
and the way the world scene is going i feel i may not have the time i once did.
things are moving just a little faster than expected but some things are taking longer than usual. it's just that the things that matter are are what are moving faster than expected, and what i want are taking longer than usual.
before i reestablished communication with Amanda i had a dream that she was here in Saskatchewan. that is what i saw. if that dream was true then i know how much time after the fact, i have left.
because in the same dream i saw my death at the hands of a Nephilim before waking.
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