faith is like a mustard seed. it, even though it is small if nurtured and given plenty of "good soil" to grow, it turns into the greatest of plants. someone out there has faith in me, but i admit that i have not given her the best of "soil" to "work with."
you can only give what you have been given. and i have not been given the surface to "sow" what i have "reaped." because my priorities are misguided and in error. they always have been.
like a seed that has been planted in the shallow soil, will spring up, but when the sun comes out it will wither and die.
Today as i was trying to fall asleep i prayed that i be moved from the shallow soil to the deep and good soil and help me make the right choices.
whether or not if that prayer was answered with a "yes" yet is another question.
i have been, struggling with the sin of viewing pornographic material, it has been a problem for awhile, i have taken on the sins of a friend that also has been struggling.
it does not help that my spam folder is filled with such pictures.
i thought i had victory over this sin but it has made me docile in my efforts.
it was to the point that God intervened in my life and stopped me from viewing it the day before yesterday.
if it was not the voices it was the the sins of my past that resurfaced.
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