God where are you in my life?

i need him more than anything yet like others i love i  have been pushing him away by thinking i have been without praise and worship.

i know i have angered him yet i know not what to do,  from this point on.

i feel empty and i have felt this way for awhile now. not knowing why.

it  has been awhile since i blogged last. and i was on top of my 'game' then but even then the depletion had started.

things are happening faster then expected. and i am running out of time. but so is everyone else.

there is not much more i can do or say. but to let things flow.

i have been a spectator for far too long. i think it is time to get back into the game.