i turn down the difficulty level till i get the level that i can beat the game. then slowly turn up the level till i am at the point that i can have fun with the game. i know i have been finding the game of life too hard.
so when i came to god i told him to turn the difficulty level down. and he did. but he has been turning the difficulty level up ever so slowly that i have noticed it going up.
God has been kind to me. mainly because ,he has a purpose to my life other wise i would be dead already.
but i see a test coming. one that i have studied for. but i am no where near ready for.
i ask him to remove me before i have to make the choice. as i feel i will have to make the choice that will take me away from him if i have to make it. yet i know what i have to do when i am confronted with this choice.
it is going to be the toughest choice i will ever have to make.
i will make my choice now but i do not know how i will get through it. but i know i will try. since i have no other choice.
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