Saturday, April 2, 2016

who is she?

She knew my name, she talks to me and she looks like CJ. and she works at SAC in the afternoon. but i doubt it is her.

at first i thought i was hallucinating again. seeing someone who reminds me of CJ there and since i recognize that that is the place i first met her i would not doubt that i would find someone that looks like her there. but the similarities will end there. because 2 factors will be put into play when things start getting more involved than that. for one i am taken and if it is her, she is married.

as for her knowing my name, almost everyone there knew my name. and for her talking to me this time, the only difference is i now talk to any one there regardless if i like them or not. except if the person does not talk to me first.

i also met someone new in the evaluation process as me. she is the first stranger there that talks to me there when i started there on Tuesday.  it could also be that i was the only one who was in that room when i was there and i was the only one who was familiar there. totally understandable.

So on monday or tuesday i am going to ask this CJ clone her name. to put to rest the paranoia i have and start with a clean slate and put to end this whole sherade that i currently have against her. the clone not CJ.

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