Great.

Not only did Amanda not notice that i have not been talking about the girl i used to talk about in over 4 months but she did not even notice that i deleted her off my skype and messenger and contact list because of the neglect that i feel from her. it is like as soon as i was able to change focus off of that other female on to her i realize that if i focus on a particular Girl. that girl either resents me or flat out ignores me. the only thing i know how to do is ignore back. i do that well. and i will start to do that if that is what she wants from me.