The patience that i thought i had to endure before i was able to become free from the pain that is no more than just the precursor to bigger things.
Sure CJ is married and i am still having illusions of her. but i know that that is just what it is, illusions.
so the other day someone from Amanda's neck of the woods came and visited my blog. but she only visited the blog that is searchable on Google. and never visited this blog. to bad i guess. since i was able and knowing of how i could of given her all my attention. but i know she does not want my attention or she would of fought harder than she did. but i would of tried harder to keep her in my life. but the best i could do was forgive her for "Dumping" me before. i could do the same for neglect but like Tina once told me before she gave me a hug, "the baby that is never touched, dies."
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